How many do you smoke? Well, at the moment I’m down to 2 lighters a day.

What is this thing you call substance abuse?
All I wanna do is forget and get loose.
Drinking and smoking over and over
What's so great about a life that's sober?

- Benjamin Alire Sáenz, Last Night I Sang to the Monster

There, but for the grace of God, go I

They’re dying. 

They have a disease that’s killing them – and wants him on his own, drinking. 

Drinking himself to death. 

It’s a terrible disease he has. 

And the irony of it is that it’s a disease that tells him that he hasn’t a disease. 

His body is telling him he’s dying – telling the world that he’s dying, and his brain is telling him to keep on drinking. 

And they don’t understand – sure what do they know!? 

It’s mad. It’s baffling. And cunning. 

But there’s hope.

- Glassland (2014)